Pregnancy Loss After a Medical Abortion

Hello lovelies. I am currently 7 weeks pregnant. This is my pregnancy after 2 losses. I woke up this morning with brown discharge, and everytime I wipe same thing. Idk what to do, or what to think. After loss, all I think about is a miscarriage. Has this happened to anyone? Sorry for the picture.

I’m hoping this finds the right crowd of mommas and I will first say if you have nothing nice to say don’t say anything at all. I’ve stated before in my page this isn’t my first pregnancy. My first pregnancy like this one I had HG which is an extreme type of morning sickness condition that can cause fetal or maternal death in cases where it’s not treated correctly or even if it is treated your body is just to far gone you can lose the baby or your life. My first pregnancy I didn’t know I was pregnant until it was to late I had already developed hg and was not taking care of myself because I didn’t know what I had 1 but 2 I didn’t even know I was pregnant. During my pregnancy I was vomiting 10-20 times a day I lost so much weight I was getting malnourished and dehydrated and I was also vomiting blood. I spoke with doctors and every time I did they kept telling me there’s nothing wrong with me and would send me home even though I had told them my symptoms. I felt completely unheard but because they were doctors I thought I should just listen. In the mist of everything dealing with the sickness and pain and hormones it was decided because I was very Ill and my body was shutting down due to how sick I was the pregnancy had to be terminated. I am pro life for myself and sometime I feel like a hypocrite saying that because of what had to happen but in reality if I was not sick termination would have never been a thought. I took bump pictures with my first and even told my family that I was pregnant. There were times where I cried all day due to the HG and I had to leave my job because of it. It’s very hard healing from my first pregnancy because I feel that my body let my baby down that I let my baby down but I also feel let down because I reached out for help and was dismissed every time. One of my doctors even joked about how sick I was and til this day I get so mad at myself because I prayed to god to take me instead of my baby but with that being said I realized if he were to take me instead it would be the same as taking the bay as well. I have mixed emotions everyday on my first pregnancy, I don’t say I had a abortion I tell people I had a miscarriage because without that medical reason of my organs shutting down and me being that sick I would still have my baby today well longer than I did. It was said that I had already started to miscarry that the baby would’ve passed eventually but I can’t help but think would it have made it anyways. Things like this aren’t talked enough about and abortion is so badly talked about but people forget there are more things to a pregnancy ending than just people getting pregnant and saying they don’t want a baby. Some people fight for their babies but their bodies were just not ready for that battle. After I went though that experience I did a lot of research and so many women have said they same thing and felt the same way, medical termination is never talked about because people say it was a miscarriage because it’s badly frowned upon to end a pregnancy. I’m rambling but I feel like no one understand me and the way I feel. I have HG with this pregnancy as well and because of how doctors treated me again I moved states. There were times where I did not think I would make it both pregnancies but I’m here with my baby girl and for that I can think god.

This is my first pregnancy after loss, i cannot work out if this is a faint positive or evap line. I am 10dpo

Pregnancy after loss is so hard.. but seeing your 🌈baby thriving and measuring ahead with a nice strong heartbeat is the absolute best feeling in the world! New due date is Jan 26th! Baby is 9 weeks & 4 days! Heartbeat was 176!❤️

im starting to think my first abortion mess me up! . but plenty ppl having babies after abortion idk man! im on the pre-seed! im just praying next month it'll happen👀🙏🏽 nd i had a miscarriage after i try again! after 5 months trying nothing happening im always going to doctor he told me once that my levels were high i could get pregnant after my cycle but nothing yet. i hope August goes well send me baby dust!