Childbirth: facing the fear of contractions

Has anyone ever given birth with symphysis pubis dysfunction?.. I’m SO scared to deliver with this issue.. It’s caused/causing so much pain on the left side of my pubic bone right in my vagina and I’m so scared it’s gonna make delivery either hurt worse or delivery is going to damage my bones somehow.. 😅 I have anxiety so my fear is SPIRALING. Scheduled to be induced at 5AM.

Has anyone experienced a post partum hemmorage with their first delivery, but not second or third? I had a scary PPH with my first baby, and starting to panic about the second. I’m 34.5 weeks pregnant and the fear is really starting to kick in.

I feel a sense of doom coming closer to labor and delivery don’t think I can do it. The fear and anxiety is taking up my life

I’m truly NOT being suicidal in any way or form, I might just be exaggerating with fear of delivery which SUCKS! ☹️ I truly would like to know if anyone else fears of dying when going in delivery? Does anyone at all think they’re going to die?! Like it’s going to be too much for your body? And women sharing their “horrible delivery experiences” on tiktok makes it worse each time I have to skip through a video of those but then I feel like I just need to be prepared for everything and anything which is sad lol like WTF?